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[Wednesday
May 4th, 2005
7:27pm] |
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deleted the last entry
you probably didn't read it anyway
you probably won't read this anyway.
this doesn't offer much comfort,
so why do i bother?
oh, nothing offers much comfort.
i guess it's easier not to care
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[Saturday
April 30th, 2005
11:32pm] |
guess who's wearing elise's underwear?
hahhhhhhhhhhhhh long story, but it's not as icky as you think
[in fact it's not icky at all, just very funny]
so get your mind out of the gutter.
i love champagne supernova ♥
oh, i just hate when there's nothing to say.
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so, i woke up this morning at 12, lucky me
[i hate sleeping in that late]
&i desperately want to go see rilo kiley
someone plz comewith?!
anyway
kbye.
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[Wednesday
April 27th, 2005
7:35pm] |
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kate's hizouse yesterday.
it was neat, we wrote silliness in chalk all around her neighborhood
&laughed at silly movies
sillysilly@(&##^*(//$#
( +more )
&today i went to le mall with bee et kristen, fun fun. i finally got a white triple-row studded belt [after months of wanting one], so yay for that.
hope all of you are having a lovely week.
♥
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[Tuesday
April 26th, 2005
5:12pm] |
pictures l8r??!
kthnx.
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[Sunday
April 24th, 2005
10:52pm] |
tonight was amazing, and
i love my boyfriend very very much
<3
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[Saturday
April 23rd, 2005
10:21pm] |
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so my uncle totally called and told me that he loves me
and he totally wants me to come visit him in his rad apartment
and so GUESS WHO'S TOTALLY GOING TO CHICAGO THIS SUMMER LIKE WOAH?!!
yes, i am. and you should be jealous, because chicago is cooler than your mom.
and i miss my boy, but if i'm lucky i'll see him tomorrow
&i'll read my horoscope in the morning to find out if i'm lucky or not
=O
kbye, fuckers.
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[Saturday
April 23rd, 2005
5:34pm] |
Well, I guess DC could have been better. I don't know, it was fun, but it wasn't the experience i was hoping for. It wasn't like Camp MiTeNa, where I got to know people so much better and spend time with people I didn't normally get to hang out with much. It was just...Everyone in their own usual cliques and groups. Kind of felt the same as school in that sense.
The one thing that really truly stood out for me was Arlington National Cemetery. We are always subjected to lectures on Veteran's Day and Memorial Day about how so many people gave their lives for our freedom and safety and yes, we all appreciate that, but the reality of it is somewhat beyond us. But to go through this cemetery and see hill after hill covered with white headstones, to see the graves of 300,000 people who have not only died, but died for our safety, you can't help but be affected by that. Kate and I were in tears for a good 45 minutes during that trip. Although it was really really difficult to feel the magnitude of everything there, it was also a really good experience to have. I have a much bigger appreciation of the troops overseas and the veterans now, so I am glad I got to go.
We saw all the usual places, the Smithsonian,the White House, the National Archives, the Lincoln and Jefferson Memorials, the Potomac River, the National Zoo, the FDR Memorial, the Capitol... I mostly hate being a tourist. I'd much rather get to know the city itself than the museums and such. We drank a lot of coffee, Elise and I...The Starbucks was just too tempting.
Anyway, this entry is already a lot longer than it deserves to be. The basic idea is yes, I had a good time.
<3
Vacation next week...Maybe I'll have fun, but probably not.
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[Tuesday
April 19th, 2005
3:19pm] |
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So my boyfriend is really sweet and I love him a lot and I think I will miss him and I'm probably the cheesiest person you've ever seen, right? hehe. <3
Tomorrow's the big day... District of Columbia, yo! I'm very excited. Peace out M-Town, we all know I won't miss you a bit for the next few days. It's definitely good to get out of here and away from my parents once in a while. Saturday and Sunday are sure to be a blast too, so I have tons to look forward to this week!
Yay for happy entries?!
Be back Saturdayyyyy!
kthnxbyeeee.
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[Monday
April 18th, 2005
5:18pm] |
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So, I was dizzy all day, the lights swung back and forth like the swing on Bud's porch, but I guess I'm better now?
I've been forgetting things the last few days. I laugh sometimes and then suddenly I forget what's so funny.
But I'm excited for DC, and for spending the weekend after with Tom, and for vacation.
I like packing suitcases, mostly because I like having something to look forward to.
I'm in love with him and he's in love with me and no matter how many times I repeat the thought in my head, I can't get over how great I feel. I can't get over how wonderful he is and how well we fit together.
I think things are better. I think maybe I'm not losing everyone. I think maybe I'm not going crazy. I think maybe it's okay to relax for a while and stop delving into every word and thought. I think I'm happy, and I think I like it.
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[Sunday
April 17th, 2005
12:05am] |
i'm in love and right now i'm the happiest i've ever been and i cannot even convey how i feel, except to tell you that it is the absolute best feeling in the world, hands down.
i love my boyfriend, i love the night sky, i love the lights, i love kissing, i love holding hands, i love smiles, i love laughing, i love love.
pure euphoria.
<3
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[Thursday
April 14th, 2005
9:36pm] |
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i guess i'm dead, because these eyelids just won't stay open,
like the windows in early spring.
morning, noon, and night, i'm a sleepy girl with sleepy thoughts.
fragmented perhaps would be a better word.
so goodnight, goodnight.
you're embarrassing me,
you're embarrassing you
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[Monday
April 11th, 2005
7:19pm] |
so i found my 80's-retro star shirt in the back of my closet.
&i totally rocked it with a cardigan today.
four bottles of H2O today,
and i totally went to the gym!11!!1
i'm going to be skinny soon, damnit.
new layout. it's somewhat effed up, but i tried.
payyyyce.
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[Sunday
April 10th, 2005
10:21am] |
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k,so.
i got into le honors english classe.
&i miss my boiiii.
@&&///i love james aponovich
byethnx
<3
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[Tuesday
April 5th, 2005
8:50pm] |
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why do i feel the need to write down my feelings in a public journal on the internet?
because baby, you don't trust a single soul
well that's my own damn problem isn't it?
yes, i suppose it is.
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[Saturday
April 2nd, 2005
7:00pm] |
wow, i really love when my friends decide to call me
and tell me that they all got together without me.
how fucking nice of you.
i'm hanging out with kate tonight :>
livejournal is stupid, why do i confide in the internet?
&i think i like rilo kiley.
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[Wednesday
March 30th, 2005
10:20pm] |
say something.
something real.
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[Monday
March 28th, 2005
7:12pm] |
yay for rain
&please stop talking, everyone.
the silence is so much more forgiving
than the triviality in this place.
[ps] i adore him.
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[Sunday
March 27th, 2005
9:48am] |
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so last night was wonderful, as evenings with him always are.
i finally got the chance to tell him what i've been wanting to tell him,
and to really mean it.
i already miss him, as dorky as that sounds.
he's just...amazing. i could never ask for anyone better.
he makes me happy, and happy isn't something i have been for a long time
( my mother is such a dork )
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